It's... what is it?

I don't know what's happening to me. I guess I've learnt to let go... slowly, one grasp at a time.

I don't know whether to think they've forgotten about me or the fact that they're only doing this for my own good. hopefully time will tell, and by the way things are going, I don't think they're ready to let me go... just yet.

I'll be waiting, but I wont be getting my hopes up. I have something else on my mind right now, and I don't think it's a good thing. I need to stay motivated, determined and centered... concentration takes a lot...

I'll be waiting, but I wont be getting my hopes up...