mix-match

so they started talking to me again.

but guess what, it doesn't really affect me. it was true that I have learnt to get over the fact that they don't care.

thinking about how I used to hate them makes me feel so hypocritical. we are so a like. the way we think, the way we react. that it seems like everything they do annoys me, but everything they do is exactly what I would do. so, I don't know what to feel. how confusing. I thought I was imagining things, that I was just perceiving what I wanted to think... but now I see it was true.

what to do. the next time I see them I'll definitely end up the way I was before.

how terrifying.