I reckon this is the first time in a while I've actually decided to come on my blogspot while I'm in a good mood. my throat hurts from singing for the past hour or so (I had horrible coughs before today so it wasn't a good idea to sing in the first place, but I couldn't help it..) and being on good terms with the one has this most amazing feeling.
I really should brighten up this place. everything I write about these days if filled with negativity and angst. I'm not like that in real life, I swear. in fact, this is where I spill and splurge all the hatred and depression, after I press "Publish Post" I continue living my life and move on. there's a bunch of things I need to get over this year, so there should be more things to post about... homework, high school dramas, relationship issues, self attainment... my sanity in other words. I really need to do well this year, but at the same time, I don't want to drive myself insane.
I know no one is reading these posts, besides maybe one person. I appreciate the attention, but when I relieved this blog, I knew no one would give a shit. I treat it like a diary for that very reason. I know it isn't, and I know posting things on the internet is like yelling out your deepest darkest secret through a microphone that projects your voice for the whole country to hear. it's inevitable that someone will come across this page and delve into my horrid life descriptions, but whatever the case, I will try and keep things realistic here.
I don't even know why I'm rambling... I guess I have no one to talk to :/ mm.. I should sleep now. I will come back as soon as I've got something to say ♥
good night dear readers, and although I don't know whether any of you are bothering with these posts, I'll still treat you like my friend... because after all, you know exactly what's going on in my life.
xoxo
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